
Ich denke oft an Hawaii
D 1978, 82 min
The film captures the dreams and everyday life of 16-year-old Carmen, who lives with her mother and brother in Gropiusstadt, West Berlin, and wants to become a dancer.
Synopsis
“A Film for Every Living Room” was intended to be "I Often Think of Hawaii", in which fantasies and everyday life take on special significance. The film tells the story of sixteen-year-old Carmen, who lives with her mother, Ruth Rossol, and her brother, Tito, in an apartment building on the outskirts of West Berlin. It is the 1970s. Her mother worked for years on the assembly line at a button factory and now earns a living for the family as a cleaning lady. The children’s father, a Puerto Rican career soldier, left them after Carmen was born. He left nothing behind except a few postcards and Hawaiian music records. Carmen wants to become a dancer. She dreams of a warm, sunny country. Tito is a quiet boy who loves to play the violin. — Elfi Mikesch
Elfi Mikesch, a cinematographer and director who has won numerous awards for her visual imagery, is considered one of the early pioneers of feminist-queer film. In her documentary work, she focuses on people and projects that fall outside the bounds of the norm, telling their stories of the search for identity and individual self-realization.
Upcoming
Available on DVD starting 23 July:
– Elfi Mikesch: Dokumentarfilme Vol. 1 (3 Filme auf 1 DVD): „Ich denke oft an Hawaii“ / „Was soll'n wir denn machen ohne den Tod“ / „Execution. A Study of Mary“
– Elfi Mikesch Collection: Dokumentarfilme (10 Filme auf 3 DVDs)
Streaming-Info
Rent or buy the movie on our Vimeo channel.
Language: German, Subtitles: English
Press reviews
Approaching her protagonist on equal terms, the director uses both picture and sound to develop a vision of an alternative tropical world as a counterpoint to West Berlin’s barren Gropiusstadt projects. - Berlinale Retrospective 2019
This sensitive, visually poetic portrait of a young woman’s everyday life and dream world is marked by a longing for intensity that runs through Mikesch’s films: real and artificial spaces—they are all part of one reality. - Filmarchiv Austria 2022
Awards and Festivals
- International Film Festival Rotterdam (IFFR), 1978
- Berlinale - Internationales Forum des jungen Films, 1978
- Deutscher Filmpreis 1978, Filmband in Silber, Dokumentarfilm
- Centre Pompidou, Paris, 2007
- Diagonale, Graz 2011
- Berlinale - Retrospective, 2019
- Docudays UA IHRFF, Kyiv, 2020
- Anthology Film Archives, Goethe-Institut New York, 2020
- Duisburger Filmwoche, 2022
Additional Texts
The film premiered in September 1978 at the International Film Festival in Rotterdam. In 2018, the film was digitally remastered in 2K resolution at the DFFB as part of the UP.GRADE training program. The source material was the original 16mm reversal film. Color correction and digital processing were carried out as part of the UP.GRADE program, in collaboration with Elfi Mikesch and under the supervision of the Deutsche Kinemathek. The sound was digitalized and mastered from the 16mm mix at ARRI Media.
Credits
Written and Directed by
Elfi Mikesch
Camera
Elfi Mikesch
With
Carmen Rossol, Ruth Rossol, Tito Rossol
Assistance
Christian Sievers
Editing
Elfi Mikesch, Elfi Tillack
Mixing
Gerhard Jensen, Sabine Bormann
Costume, Make Up
Elfi Mikesch
Commentary
Dorothee v. Meding
Stimme
Milli Büttner
Collaboration
Ursula Rühle von Lilienstern, Dr. Gundula Forstreuter, Karin Fahrenkamp
Commissioning Editor
Maya Constantine
Producer
Laurens Straub
Production
Oh Muvie, ZDF - Das kleine Fernsehspiel
Funded by
Kuratorium junger deutscher Film
Premiere (DE)
06/02/1978, International Film Festival Rotterdam (IFFR)
Theatrical Release (DE)
09/04/1978
DVD-Details
Elfi Mikesch: Dokumentarfilme Vol. 1 (3 Films on 1 DVD): Ich denke oft an Hawaii / Was soll'n wir denn machen ohne den Tod / Execution. A Study of Mary
Extras
Booklet with an interview from Bert Rebhandl with Elfi Mikesch (2024)
Language
German
Subtitles
English
Region Code
0
System
PAL, Color and S/W
Runtime
216 min
Screen Ratio
4:3
Sound Format
Mono und Dolby Digital 2.0
Content
Softbox (Set content: 1)
Release
23.07.2026
FSK
12
Distribution Details
Distribution: Deutsche Kinemathek








